Why can't I hold onto anything that long
Anything that's good to me?
No I just let it go, I'm losing control
I'm falling apart at the seams

You say I can't be there for you
But I say how can I be there for you
When I can't be there for myself

One more time around
Cause this is the last round
Just line them all up in a row
Yeah it all ends tonight
So don't put up a fight
I hate it to end but I know

You say I can't be there for you
But I say how can I be there for you
When I can't be there for myself
I am dying on the inside
I'm black and rotten
I am rotten to the core
And I let myself slip
And this can't be right
What has happened to my life?
It's happened far too many times
And I want to turn out the light

I pick up the pieces and put them together
But none of this makes sense to me
Is this really who I am?
Guess I don't give a damn
There's nobody that can change me

You say I can't be there for you
But I say how can I be there for you
When I can't be there for myself
I am dying on the inside
I'm black and rotten
I am rotten to the core
And I let myself slip
And this can't be right
What has happened to my life?
It's happened far too many times
And I want to turn out the light